short entry today probably, but i want to write :D i've been with a friend to the geek and otaku circle in our city, we bought many things but before that we had something to eat. i had a matcha-filled croissant and a strawberry smoothie and she had a caramel latte. the cafeteria is sooooo adorable, it's not super cheap but at least it's cute and i don't mind spending 5€ on a single piece of cake if i enjoy the experience lol
after that we went to our fav kpop shop and i bought an album and a plushie. the album was love race by sf9 and IT. IS. SIGNED. signed by my sf9 bias hwiyoung HEHE i am so lucky that they aren't that famous in here bc i can get stuff like that cheaper than other things. a signed album + a pob for only 25€??? meanwhile if it had been a stray kids or ateez album the price would have skyrocketed like craaaazy. the plushie is rinini!! my beautiful girl T_T it's from the zeroni home party series, the small one that looks like a birthday cake. it's so adorableee and it matches the color palette of my mini ricky shrine irl (pink and white, basically lol)
then we went to our comic store and i bought volumes 23 and 24 of ons, i hadn't bought aaaaanything since almost two years ago and look, even since then they’ve only released 2 volumes lol. my friend bought two volumes of a manhwa i can’t remember the name, but it was a bl one. while we were there i also saw a friend, i didn’t know she was there too!! i should have figured it out lol bc we go there a lot
and at night i went to a friend’s birthday to have dinner in his neighborhood. It’s one of the richest neighborhoods of our city but surprisingly the restaurant wasn’t as expensive as I thought. 3.20€ for a bit of bread with tomato is still a rip-off, but the sandwiches weren’t that bad for their price. then we went to a park near his house to drink. i brought strawberry-flavored soju that i’ve bought before that with my other friend, and nobody there had tried it before HAHAHA so i gave them a bit of soju so they could taste it. don’t worry, i didn’t drink that much, i get drunk just by drinking one glass of wine (or similars, bc i don’t like wine). After that, my friends went to the club and i went home bc i didn’t really wanna go to the club, it’s stinky and when i’m out i get sleepy. aaaand that’s it idk bye :3
these days have been amazing :D yesterday i went to the mall with my grandmother to buy coffee. one thing i looooove about my city is that you can get to the mall by foot. i'm so thankful that malls aren't dead here, i adoooore to go (window) shopping (xd i'm broke) with my friends to a place with so many different stores, places to eat, people walking, hanging out, etc. idk, i'm so grateful. well, at first i thought we were going to just buy coffee for the next 3 to 4 months, but what my grandmother actually wanted was to buy me some clothes :D
the thing she wanted to buy me the most were some shorts, and then something for the top. i was feeling bad because i didn't want to seem like i was taking advantage of her. she says she doesn't have any favorite grandchild, but it's clear that i'm her favorite, even if she tries to hide it. i'm the one that gets more things from them, the one that spends the most time with them, i've been there since i was basically a baby. she excuses herself saying that when i was a baby both of my parents were working and that my cousins had at least one parent (most of the time my aunts) at home, and that now our economic situation at home is worse than my uncles', but it's not convincing.
anyway, she bought me the clothes (i'll probably upload them to /closet, if i do it'll be clickable), then we bought coffee, we got invited to one (it's something they always do in nespresso stores, and i love it because that way i get to try new capsules without having to pay, hehe) and went back to my grandparents' house. something funny about the clothes is that in theory they were worth 82€ (36 for one pair of shorts, 26 for another one and 20 for a shirt), but we were charged 72??? it freaked me out when i saw the price in the machine, but i didn't say anything because i thought i was in the wrong one and that i did the mental math wrong, but then at home we revised the prices and the real price was indeed 82€, but anyway. since they don't give paper receipts and they send it to your phone, i can't check if they've applied some kind of discount or something because i haven't received the receipt yet xdd but even better, that way we've saved 10€
on another topic, i've been since monday afternoon (today is thursday) trying to design the homepage, but i don't like anythiiiing, i can't think of anything and i'm getting SO frustrated T_T i try to do stuff, but i can't find ANYTHING that convinced me, nothing i do screams "me" enough for me to like it and i'm getting stressed, SO FUCKING STRESSED because i want to make something that is personal and cute but i can't do neither of them. i have a base, but it's only for the overall shape of the homepage. i can't choose the right colors or the right icons or backgrounds or anything. i also want to put some of my art on my page, but to do that i have to DRAW my own art and i'm soooo laaaaaazy, i can't even sit down to draw, i'm also a super slow artist and i'm not even able to do something for more than 10 minutes without getting bored, except at night, if it's after 10pm i lose track of time and i feel like it's just been 20 minutes when in reality it's been 3 hours. but anyway, i guess what i have to do now is rest a bit, choose things i actually like and try not to fill expectations that aren't real and that i'm the only one imposing them to myself because i'm an idiot xd i'm supposed to enjoy what i do, am i wrong? lol
yesterday i logged in after a month lolol. i went to the pride parade with my friends and we had so much fun :D i'm not someone that dances a lot in public (though i want, i used to be waaay more extraverted and bold when i was younger, now i feel like the standing emoji), but i was bouncing my leg and warmed up after the first few floats. i laughed a lot with them, made jokes, idk it was a great time :D it was our first pride parade too, so it was really exciting for us and wanted to know what the atmosphere was. we'll probably go next year as well ^^ i hope
today i did my software architecture's final exam. it's worth around 35% of the final grade if i remember correctly. i needed a 9.3 in this exam to get a 9 in the final grade... i was so close... T_T the exam wasn't that difficult actually BUT it was SO FKING LONG, we only had 2h and a half but i think this exam couldn't be done in just 2h and 30min, we need AT LEAST 3h to finish it. this wasn't a problem just for me, but EVERYONE, EVERY SINGLE ONE of my classmates had the same time problem. at least, even with a 0 in this exam i would have passed because my grade was already over 5. AAAAnyway the exam is done and now i can't go back. i just hope my teachers keep the time in mind when grading the exam lol